Sunday, 18 January 2009

An Ordinary Day for an Ordinary Time

Christmas is over. We've entered into the 2nd Sunday in Ordinary Time. 2009 is here to stay and January will soon be over. The ordinariness of life has taken over. One such ordinary activity we often engage in during the start of the year is we struggle to keep up with New Year resolutions. Many of us, even little kids in school, have set their goals for the year, making projections. The students would have set exam targets and those taking major exams are already preparing for the Day of their 1st actual paper (sometime in Oct). Some adults are making arrangements in case they get retrenched or looking for other jobs. Soon the Budget for 2009 will be released. Singaporeans everywhere are anticipating the budget and waiting for the GST rebates to come in.

So it seems the year has just started but from the plans that have been made, it seems we already know what to expect for the rest of 2009! It's as if we've lived through 2009. We're obsessed with managing everything esp. our time. I wonder if we're good responsible stewards.. or if all our plannings are done out of fear.. fear of the unknown future... So whatever comes our way... we have what we need to survive... We don't anything to want to rock our goals for an ordinary year.

Today's readings are close to my heart. For one, the story of Samuel brings me back to the time when as a hyperactive 10 year old, my siblings were exhausted out and I had no one to play with. While looking for geckos to freeze (then to thaw beside my sleeping sisters), I chanced upon a dusty Bible at the bottom of the shelf. While flipping though the pages I came across the story of Samuel and his famous words "Speak Lord your servant is listening". I marvelled at this little boy... and wondered how interesting it would be if God too would speak to me! I would have someone to interact with when everyone was too dead-tired to play with me. And so I prayed, "Speak Lord your servant is listening (and I'm very bored)". What do you sound like God? (Do you have a deep low voice like my dad? Or a loud voice like my mum?) In order to remember the prayer of Samuel I named by teddy bear, Samuel. I've kept to Samuel's prayer since then. Not a day has gone past, when I've felt bored or alone. God always finds ways to entertain and amuse me. God always finds ways to show off his works that leave me marvelled and in awe. God always finds ways to keep me busy and yet out of trouble.

The Gospel is also special because it led me to discover mission. The disciples asked, "Master where do you live?" and Jesus replied, "Come and See". In wanting to see how Jesus lived, I searched here and there. As a teen I was able to travel alot at very low rates (like $20 to $50, sometimes for free). I went to Disneyland. I rode all the rides all day. I went to Europe, saw Buckingham, Eiffel Tower, went to a mountain in Switzerland. I had a good time. I went to Australia, I went horse-riding and rode in a hot-air balloon. I had a good time. I went to Tokyo and watched sumo!!! I like sumo and I had a good time. I did the ordinary things a visitor would have done.

Then one day I went to a place like none other. A massive place where the mountains were made of rubbish, where I opened my mouth and a fly flew in and then flew out, where it was always smoky and musty, where there was no running water, where a lady had a heart-atack and nowhere to go and where undernourished children worked for long hours in dangerous conditions for a pittance. I didn't have a good time. But at the same time I didn't want to go home. The un-ordinary encounter of the people had begun to change my outlook of what ordinary should be.

We set goals, projections, resolutions to determine our future. The commitment each day to stay on track in meeting our targets, achieving standards, to be approved and accepted by others in the hope of having a successful and prosperous future can often rob us of loving Jesus in our ordinary lives.

We may percieve ourselves to be loving, joyful, peaceful, kind people. But the reality of who we are in such a competitive world can be found in how others encounter us. Do the people we interact with daily go away with a sense of joy? Do they feel loved because we have gone out of way to be loving? Do they have peace because we have peace? Do they strive to be kind because they have been moved by our kindness? Before this ordinary day ends, perhaps we can take stock of what fruits we have borne from previous years?

Jesus is the same yesterday, today, forever. If time brings about change, change that we cannot prevent, then Jesus brings about consistency. Jesus gives us consistent joy, love, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. In order to enjoy his consistency, we have to be consistent in our relatioship with him. Let him show you what he can do with your ordinary time and your ordinary life. Let's not worry about the "what ifs" and have any fear of the future. Let us spend the year loving Jesus. God does not give the future, He only gives the present, moment by moment.

Have a fruitful year!

Tuesday, 13 January 2009

Chinese New Year Outreach

acts29 will be having a Chinese New Year Outreach on 31st Jan Saturday from 930am to 1130am. We need volunteers for this event and hopefully these volunteers after the CNY outreach would like to continue a 1 year outreach program.

Those interested to volunteer for the outreach can email me at:
sherlyn@acts29mission.org

Who are we reaching out to?
Households in 1 room rental flats in Toa Payoh
Mostly elderly living alone

What will we be doing there?
As we have collated data on the households we'll be visit them and get to know them.


What do we need?
We need volunteers who can go around to befriend the residents.
We need donations of foodstuff.
1. Bread (white or wholemeal)
2. Fruits
3. Coffee/Tea
check back here as we update the list this week

What do we need to do before the outreach?
Those who have signed up as volunteers need to pick up some dialect. Teochew/Hokkien/Cantonese. Volunteers will be assigned to the various households according to the dialects they can communicate in.


What words should a volunteer learn in dialect?
Volunteers should be able to converse in simple dialect. Volunteers should be able to introduce themselves (name, where they live, why they are here, what they are currently doing e.g. study or work)

How are you?
Have you eaten?
What is your name?
What do you like to eat?
What do you do during the day?
What do you like to do?
How can I help you?


What happens after the visit?
Each adopted household will have their own individual needs. We'll come up with a year plan based on what we know about the households. Hopefully enough volunteers can come forward to take up a one year commitment.

If you're free on Saturday morning, please sign up and use this opportunity to love God's people! :)

Saturday, 3 January 2009

Year 2009: From Worship to Living the Good News

These are the readings from 1st of January...
…“May Yahweh bless and keep you!
May Yahweh let his face shine on you, and be gracious to you!
May Yahweh look kindly on you, and give you his peace!
In that way shall they put my name on the people of Israel and I will bless them.” Numbers 6:22-27


He came born of woman and subject to the Law,
in order to redeem the subjects of the Law,
that we might receive adoption as children of God.
And because you are children, God has sent into your hearts the Spirit of his Son
which cries out: Abba! That is Father.
You yourself are no longer a slave but a son or daughter,
and yours is the inheritance by God’s grace.
Galatians 4:4-7



We're human in the flesh and human in the soul. We belong in the physical world and we also belong in the spiritual world. We know about the physical world. In our physical world, there's war and famine and poverty. There's also science and discovery. There's greed and money and status and power... we face global warming, pollution, animals face extinction... so that's the physical world...

then what is the spiritual world? In our baptism we recieve the person of the Holy Spirit in our lives who lives in us... We don't have to look beyond the physical world for the spiritual or for heaven/kingdom of God. We only need to look deep within ourselves where the Holy Spirit resides. How is that possible?

Because we are the children of God and it is by the Holy Spirit in us that we can call "Abba! Father!"

When we're troubled or distressed we look to the phyiscal world for peace and healing and joy. We also turn to people for help. We turn to money or people with money! But we should 1st look within us, our spiritual world, the Holy Spirit, the Lord and Giver of Life.

Turning to the Holy Spirit does not mean that suddenly one will have money, or relationship with people will be ok immediately. It does not mean that life will become better. In fact life may get more difficult.. But life will be more bearable. because the Holy Spirit will give us the strength to face challenges we never thought we could handle. The Holy Spirit will give us the peace to look at our problems in a new way. The Holy Spirit will give us the wisdom to find solutions to our needs. the Holy Spirit's recovery program is not good for just 1 day. His program is good for a life time. The physical world is about nano-seconds and instant response, the time of chronos. the Holy Spirit works in the time of Kairos, His time, God's time.

As children of God, as sons and daughters of God, we should examine how we have been living in the past as people of the physical world and convert to be true children of God, putting God as our priority.

How to start doing so? Let us make our time of worship a priority we give to God each day. Set one hour a day to give to God. Let it be the 1st thing we arrange in our schedule and let everything else revolved around that hour of worship. Our studies or work should not be the centre of our lives and everything flows from it. Our entertainment and games should not be the centre. Our worship should be the centre and our life (our work/studies/relationships/etc) flows from it.

I know for many, the hour of worship will be at 10pm or when we have nothing else to do(after the TV show, after homework, just before I sleep). As long as we live in this manner, with this attitude, allowing the physical world to take priority before God, we will struggle to experience the presence of God in our lives.

Joy of Christmas and the December Mission

It's been awhile since we've had a new post on this blog. My apologies! Also sorry to all those who emailed us at our website. We've been getting so much spam that seveal of your emails was treated as spam mails and I realized it today! oops. to those who have emailed us via our web email address: enquiry@acts29mission.org and have not gotten a reply from us, your email may have been treated as spam and got deleted in the process! so do email us again or tag us so we know and will look out for your emails..

How do we stop all the spams??? as of Nov till now, I've just cleared 500 of them! Tired as I am...after going thru all the emails... I'm determined to post something up here today! tonite!

I was in the Philippines for 3 weeks from November till December and came home for Christmas which is nice because I don't always spend Christmas in Singapore. Lately I've been celebrating it in the Philippines.

Christmas in the Philippines is very different from Christmas in Singapore.
I enjoy attending the 9 days of Simbang Gabi. Christmas in the Philippines is simple. On Christmas Eve, I attend the midnight Mass with friends and their family and we head home for Noche Buena. I was determined this year to make Christmas a meaningful one! One spent with family and friends at home! not in a restaurant! and have home-cooked meal.

In 2007 many acts29 members were in Singapore so we able to have everyday evening advent reflections as a community before Christmas. In 2008, it was difficult as some were still in Payatas and came home late. This year (actually last year haha 2008) my family had a nice dinner at home! I cooked a couple of the dishes like frikadellen and macaroni salad.. hmmm. wat else??

After Mass (some attended midnight Mass), acts29 gathered at my place. We had a Christmas Prayer session after at about 130am. We exchanged Christmas presents with our secret Christmas buddy. Then we stayed up the whole night and spent time together...

December Mission went well I guess. We had a day of TB awareness with the kids. then we had another day of TB awareness with the parents. In Payatas, many people get TB and yup they die of it. Like Nicasio's mum. the Health Centre in Payatas gives free sputum tests and free xrays but of course they're slow to work on it... the residents also don't really want to go for such tests as it's troublesome, they know little about TB and they don't want people to know they have TB which is silly cos TB spreads easily. So TB is now a problem in Payatas. The good thing that came out from the mission is that the Barangay Office is ready to expel residents who refuse to get tested and treated for TB if their kids have been diagnosed with it.
So we're happy that the authorities are joining in the fight against TB.

The medical mission went well. The local doctors came in and did tests on the kids for TB. about 7 kids are now confirmed with TB and their parents and siblings are expected to get tested. If the adults agree to get treated then we will also provide medication for the kids.

Monday, 15 December 2008

the good, the bad, the ugly of Singaporeans on a mission trip

In November and December we opened up Paaralang Pantao to various groups from Singapore who were keen to experience mission. Perhaps you're thinking of being part of a mission trip one day.. well here are things to consider.

Why would you come on this mission trip?
"I want to experience what a mission trip is like..." If this is your reason, don't come for one for the sake of the locals!!! It sounds more like such a person is here to look, see as a tourist would. To be an observer looking in from the outside. From a missionary's view, that's just rude. The poor, the disdavantaged, the locals are not some kind of exhibits so rich people can go look at.

Sign up for a mission trip because you want to share Jesus!!!

Plan, plan, plan
We had 2 different groups of students join us. One in November, one in December.
The group which came in November had started preparing for their trip since September. They came for 6 days and they had a program for 6 days. They prepared their itinerary well. They also came in during the week rather than a weekend so lessons were on.

The second group decided got their tickets only in November and then a few postponed the trip and came 2 days later. So some had only 5 days and the others had only 3 or 4 days. What's more interesting, they were here over a weekend. During the weekends, school does not function. So there's little the group can do on Sat and Sun.
The 2nd group had no itinerary either for their 3-5 days stay.

Prepare, prepare, prepare!
The 1st group that came in November spent one month in preparation. learning about the culture of the Philippines. They learnt basic Tagalog. They also put together worksheets and lesson plans.

When there were last minute changes, the group could adapt and make the changes. When there was no school, the group did their reflection and sharings. They spent time with the teachers of the school and got to know them too.

The 2nd group had little preparation and were lost most of their time there, especially during the weekend.

Simplicity Simplicity Simplicity!
The 1st group that came with us understood the environment they were in. Of course, they had difficulty getting used to sleeping on the floor and using the CR. But after a couple of days they got used to it.

As much as they wanted to go around and see the place, they respected and understood the rules of the school. So they went out only when a local teacher could take them to the shops or walk around the place. They didn't ask to go to the malls. They didnt bring much money and even if they did, they didn't show it.

The 2nd group was not used to the place, the CR, etc. They complained. The teachers and even the principal felt embarrased that they couldn't afford better logdings for our pampered Singaporeans. They were not happy they couldn't go wandering around and they wanted to go to the malls.

Sensitivity and Dignity!
One of the most shocking things we encountered from our Singaporean visitors occured during this December. I'm so shocked that it took place. Unfortunately I was not there to witness it. I can only apologise to the community there that this had happened.

1 or 2 Singaporeans had decided to play Santa Claus to the kids in the area. They had gone out to the nearby shops and bought toys for the kids. When they got back, they started distributing them to the kids who were of course very happy! Then more kids wanted toys and apparently some kids got upset they didnt get toys. Now because the christmas giving had already started, the adult/s had to out to get more toys for all the kids.

Why is this shocking and even disgusting for something ugly like this to happen on a mission trip? We, rich people, have no right to steal the identity of the poor! We have no right to pity them or feel sorry for them! and go out and buy things for them and give out these things to them. The poor have their dignity! The poor should never grow up and have such a memory of their childhood where rich people came and gave them things! how crippling it is for one's sense of self-worth and esteem!

We should never leave on a mission trip with boxes full of toys and clothes to distribute to poor people! Sensitivity is needed! We bring in school supplies and materials for education. We bring in clothes and toys because we have a project. Like a fundraising project. So the poor can help raisefunds for their school by buying the items like clothes and toys all at very affordable prices for the poor. So that at the end of the day, the poor can say I contributed to the school, I paid for these clothes and these toys! So that parents can have the dignity of having given something to their kid which they had bought.

Poor communities do not need rich people like you and me, to come in for the short term and give them free things. They need long-lasting projects that will give them the support they need to build up their dignity and pride!

I'm very proud of the teens who gave their hearts to children and elderly they met. I'm very proud of the youths who came and dialogued with the community, with the teachers and principal. Kudos to those who helped with the Taas Noo Campaign (anti drug campaign). Congratulations to those who prepared for TB Awareness and supported our TB testing. I'm touched that there were those who lived in Simplicity for all their days there, never once complaining about the CR or the floor they slept on or the food. I'm so glad for all those who came and shared Jesus with each other and with the locals there, through their sharings, conversations, their programs, etc.

Mission is not an action. Mission is not a task. Mission is a process. To those who are reading this and if you were one of those who had been here November or December, you'll realize that mission is not easy. Mission does not take place in 3 days or 6 days or even 14 days. Mission takes place over the course of a lifetime and beyond.

Don't just go for mission and look see. That's not mission. Mission is not about
"going there for 5 days.. to do alot of things!" Mission is NOT humanitarian work!

If you're really interested in mission even after reading this... come join acts29. just email us at enquiry@acts29mission.org

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

Tribute to Tita Neneng of Anawim

When acts29 was starting out, we stumbled on a place situated in remote Montalban. Among the hills and rice fields was a 5 hectare plot of land. The plot of land is called Anawim. Anwawim means "the poor of the Lord". This place provides shelter for the elderly abandoned. Here the elderly live in nipa huts or in brick buildings.

When we first came here we fell in love with the place, the old people and with a strong wise silver-haired lady, Tita Neneng, the mother of the centre.

Anawim has always been our home in the mountains. At the end of our mission in Payatas, this is where we retreat as a community to live together and pray together before heading back to Singapore. Else we come here at the end of our 1st week in Payatas to reflect on the continuing mission back in Payatas. Often we find so much peace and joy that we struggle to return to Payatas or even home.

We stay in one of the nipa huts. Every morning we wake up before 6 and a panaromic view of hills and rice fields greets us. Birds busy building nests fly around in song. We have so many fond memories of this place. Like the 1st time ever Francis sang his heart out in front of St Francis of Assis, not knowing Jarvis was sitting behind. This was where we'd always take our long "walk with the Holy Spirit" and spend the day in silence. This is where we learnt to bathe using a water pump and fetched water everyday for our hut. This is where I started to eat liver and lady's fingers and pumpkin and egg plants. This is the place where Cha taught us to sing our 1st Tagalog song, Sa Araw Ng Pasko. This is the place where we encountered the elderly, the abandoned, the dying. Our hearts get broken each time we return. 1st Chris passed away, sweet Chris barely 30 years old who had lost his sight and wa slurring. Eventually he was bed-ridden. I remember us describing the sunset and sunrise to him. Our hearts broke when Lola Decay passed away. The lola whose hair I had cut ad who would always say "Love Me". Everyday she would just grab us and hug us! There was Lola Bibing an ex-school teacher who would always introduce herself as "only sixteen, never been kissed". Lola Bacion, who remembered my full name and address. Each time there were Singaporeans, she would ask if they knew me.

There was my "Mi Amore". Lolo Lito. and so many other lolas and lolos who loved us and welcomed us into their Anawim.

Next Saturday we will be visiting Anawim. I know Tita Naneng would love to have Good Morning Towels and Tiger Balm! I was going to buy it for her this evening.

I cannot imagine going back to Anawim and not see Tita Neneng there in her usual seat beside the door of the kitchen. Last time we went there because we missed her and Anawim so much. We saw Anawim from Erap City. And as crazy Singaporeans, we did not hesitate. we walked straight to Anawim. Never mind there was a three bamboo wide unsteady bridge to cross over the ravine. Never mind that we had to walk across the rice fields in our flip-flops or sandals, bitten by red ants, ankles covered in mud.
When we reached Anawim, dirty and muddy, she didnt ask us any questions. She just hugged us! Got hot Batangas coffee out (as if she knew we were coming!) and lots of warm pandesal, soft drinks! She got us to wash up! Gave me a new pair of slippers cos my disappeared somewhere in the mud! That was our lola, our friend!

I love going down in the mornings and afternoons and evenings to pray the Rosary with the lolos and lolas. Tita Neneng would always get us to lead. This was a great challenge for those who didnt know how to pray the Rosary. After an experience in Anawim, one will know how to lead the Rosary confidently. During merienda time or in the evenings, Tita Neneng would share with us how God provides for Anawim. Newcomers would sit close to her listening to her stories. And the older ones never get tired. Each year when we come, we'd always ask, "Tita tell the story of Anawim". And it was so uplifting to listen to stories of faith and providence... God's love alive in our world.

Thank you Tita for the Batangas coffee, for the ma sarap meals, for the stories and for your love!

With Tita Neneng at Anawim's 8th Anniversary


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Monday, 10 November 2008

Quo Vadis Weekend

Hey acts29
these are the details of this weekend's Quo Vadis? (means where are you going?)
Saturday morning: Meet at 138 line Amk Interchange. 8am. Fr David will be there.

We'll proceed to Seletar Resevoir for morning walk/trek/hike
After the hike, we'll travel to Changi Jetty for lunch get foodstuffs. Then catch the boat to Pulau Ubin/Camp Nordin. Please note that handphone reception at Nordin is not very good. Your network might switch to Malaysian one if you have auto-roam. If no autoroam, there may be no network.

What you need to bring for the weekend. Please keep your bag small and light because we have camping equipment to distribute!
1. shoes/sandals for hiking in the jungle
2. poncho or raincoat
3. 1.5l bottle filled with water
4. extra clothes (and for swimming too)
5. sleeping bag
6. towel/toiletries (share/keep it light)
7. own fork/spoon/mug/plate or bowl
8. Divine office!!! (DUN FORGET!!!)
9. Torch light

Camping equipment
1. Tent 1 (Sherlyn)
2. Tent 2 (Jocelyn)
3. mess tins (Sherlyn, Terence, Alvin, Daryl, Iggy)
4. Sulphur powder (Alvin)
5. Army repellant (Alvin)
6. Kerosene (Daryl)
7. Solid Fuel (Alvin)
8. Raffia String (Johnny)
9. can opener (Sherlyn)
10. Swiss army knife (Johhny.. duh)
11. Lighters/matchskticks (Iggy)
12. Aluminium foil (Iggy)

Foodstuffs (buy at Changi)
1. potaotes
2. mash potatoes
3. hot dogs
4. maggi mee
5. eggs
6. bread
7. milo
8. marshmallows
9. chocolate
10. chips

How much?
1. Boat ride: $2.50 one way ($5 2-way)
2. Food contributon: $5-$10

We will strike tent/break camp by noon so you can attend Sunday sunset mass.

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

Saturday, 25 October 2008

TB, scoliosis and more depressing news

Recently someone asked me how we could be so optimistic about the situation with the kids in Payatas? Let's take stock of the negative developments in the last 6 months:
1. Nicasio and sisters have lost both parents. We know the mum died of TB.
2. Nicasio and sisters are diagnosed with TB and need at least 6 months medication.
3. Nicasio has scoliosis
4. Pepito, Nicasio's Best Friend is suspected to have TB too. So he'll go for a medical examination this coming week.
5. 20 other kids are suspected to have TB. so there'll be another medical mission in November to test for it.
6. Erwin sill has no one to sponsor his education for the year which costs $300.
7. We've lost Joshua. His mum has taken him out of school and he's most likely at work somewhere.
8. We've lost Arnil who's now working in the dumpsite and according to the other chidren, he smokes.

Other negatives with Payatas:
1. Children exposed to immoral danger such as drugs/porn/abuse (physical, sexual)
2. Children taken out of school to work as scavengers/dumptruck assistants or recruited by drug lords/prostitution houses/gangs
3. Children's parents can't afford to get them a birth certificate because the legal procedure is costly and time consuming (est a 2 month cat and mouse affair)
and the list goes on....

Our greatest worry today:
We weren't able to raise enough funds/pledges this year for the food project so we have only about 2k left till last till Dec. We don't know what to expect in January.
The cost of running the feeding project for one month for an estimate of 80-100 children for 20 school days/month is $1000. If our feeding project doesn't go through after January, the kids will fall out and work in the dumpsite.

Our greatest nightmare:
That any of them gets into an accident and follows the same fate as Marvin.


Our dilemma:
Recently the Lord blessed us with some donation from a group of very generous kids. they gave $400. We wanted to add this to the feeding project which would cover about 8 days of lunches. On the other hand we received news that there's a TB problem. So in the end we chose to allocate the money for a TB Fund at least to get meds for the kids who need it.


The positive side:
If we keep working/keep the food project running... etc
1. the kids will learn to read and write (an essential element of modern society)
2. the kids will learn about Jesus and are prepared for their Baptism next Easter
3. the kids will eventually get their birth certificates, study hard in formal schools and make it some day.

The odds are stacked against us. Many times of course we feel like quitting, giving up. At times we've felt so helpless amidst the sea of poverty. Other times, we feel frustrated because the commnity does nothing about the grave immorality existing in their area even though they know it's wrong and bad. Frustration because for every obstacle overcomed there's another larger one in front.

We need a lot of hope, full measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over. We believe in having hope and passing hope on to others. Hope is not a feeling, an emotion or something like a wish that is magical. Hope is within one's reach. Hope is real and concrete that we can all have, a light that calls out the path which we could not have seen in the dark. Hope is having peace within, from knowing the peace of Christ.

So TB, scoliosis and more depressing news are not enough to take away the peace that Christ gives from knowing Him.

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

Another reality game for your mission!

This is a game for Fastfood nation!
Learn how to run one of the world's largest corporations - MacDonald's....

Try not to get sacked! Make money for the company!!! so we can have more burgers!!!Enjoy

http://www.mcvideogame.com/

Monday, 20 October 2008

World Mission Day Online Game

World Mission Day was just this Sunday. For those of us who have the luxury to sit in front of our laptops/desktops ever so often to play online games, how about trying out this virtual reality game, Third World Farmer.

It's really challenging. You're in a family of 4 and you need to survive! The 1st time I played it, I was ambitious thinking i could afford to send the son to school. I mean, it's school rite! all kids need to go to school. In the meantime the dad and mum would plant corn that harvested just about $20. As the game goes on, the reality of this 3rd world family sinks in! Oh Man! No one can predict when my corn is going to be destroyed, when are the droughts or if anyone will steal my one and only chicken. in the end desperate i take a deal to store waste chemicals. Sadly, one famiy after another ends up dead! Another time I played this game, i was so desparate to keep my family alive, i made a deal with a poppy salesman and grew opium. Though my conscious pricked, we were able to afford an animal to plough the fields and grow lots of peanuts.

What advice I can give is: think as if you're really in rd world situation! Marry off your members when you can, make sure the new spouse moves to the farm, and have baby when possible... cos the life expectancy is pretty short! so you'll be playing for a few generations!

The game is really an eye-opener!!! Try it!
http://www.3rdworldfarmer.com/

Sunday, 19 October 2008

World Mission Day

Hey everyone!
Today we celebrate World Mission Day. Let us remember Missionaries all over the world who continue to offer their lives to be witnesses of Christ's love today.
Maybe some of you are thinking about becoming missionaries. in the next 3 posts are 3 interviews of people who share with us what they do, the struggles they encounter and their drive to keep going.

As missionaries, let us look at the signs of the times. Today's signs are not very good and the world forecasts gloomy days ahead. World leaders, finance experts and the man on the street all say the future is bleak. Large financial insitutions have crashed. There are retirees who have lost all their money in one night. This afternoon at 99cents Sushi, a group of 50 to 60 year old (babyboomers) ladies were having lunch and sharing their views over the financial crisis. One lady remarked as I walked past, "We've always been taught to invest, not save. Invest, invest. Don't save!" (P.S/ They did not look like ladies who would NOT have dined at 99cents sushi)

When I reached home, I opened the letterbox and recieved a nice gift from Singapore Power. The Power bill! From Oct we are now paying 21% more than before. I would gladly support this! Sure! let's save electricity right? but Singapore's energy source is 80% natural gas. An interesting fact, I recently discovered. Hmmmm.... Apparently the rates for natural gas is tied to the rates of oil prices! Sounds ridiculous? Does our country really need this 21% increase in electricity bills at such a time? And thanks Singtel... heard you guys are in the works to raise your charges too.

I wonder if water tax will increase too? There's a 30% water conservation tax. While we are often told that Singapore does not have enough water, interestingly we have a lot of rainfall. Enough to supply our country's demand for water according to experts.. you can google this out for yourself. Well, Singapore is really small right? and how many months in a year are considered wet days? In the past couple of months it's been raining and raining with some dry hot days in between. How do I know? I need to time my laundry. I get good sun at least twice a week now! According to a friend, November and December is going to bring more rain. How about a break on the water charges for those months? hehe.

It's been bad news one after another right? 1st there was the China milk scare. Then the current financial crisis. But before this... food prices were soaring! and so was the cost of oil! Thankfully food prices are coming down and oil has gotten cheaper by today's standards. Chocolate lovers can take heart to know that they can still afford to indulge in a little chocolate. It seems that chocolate prices have fallen at supermarkets. I'm not a chocolate-friendly person but this is what I noticed. And the chocolates aren't even from China. Oops! Maybe they're old stock from Australia and elsewhere which stores couldnt get rid off till the China products were taken off the shelf? hehe.. check the expiry date ya? haha Oh yes and taxi fares went up! Maybe to some Singaporeans living in Serangoon Gardens, it's the foreign workers dormitory coming up. In today's Crime Watch there's a special section on how to deal with foreign workers! Oh man!!!

I just received a text message. Someone died at a friend's block. Probably suicide! People! don't jump off buildings, don't jump off trains! Don't kill yourself! If you can hang in there for five years, things will get better! That's what Donald Trump said. be in bankruptcy or cancer.

The lesson to be learnt from all this is THIS: Nothing is certain! When I bought insurance with AIA, I never knew that they would be in hot soup some day! We spend so much making elaborate plans! what do we do with our material objects??? invest? save? the world would be a happy place if we could all live like St Francis of Assisi who said something like this: if you have something you worry you lose it. If you have nothing, you have no worry of losing it. In today's context, we stock up and we hoard. We possess, we own. We stamp our title over everything that is ours and we protect what is ours so that no one can take what is ours away from us. We don't think of collaborating, sharing or co-operating. How about sharing resources? Like having a common kitchen, sharing a community fridge with the neighbours or share electrical appliances so the community can conserve energy?
But in this world, community is impossible? Every man for himself? Can we structure our lives to be interdepdent on each other? At family level, within the community and among countries... Often greed gets in the way!

But nothing is certain. we can never be 100% certain of anything! except ONE THING!!! AND IT IS THIS ONE THING THAT WE SHOULD THEN BUILD OUR LIVES UPON! Jesus Christ, yesterday, today, forever.

How can we be missionaries today? Invest our time and effort and energy to know God. Invest in prayer time! Because prayer gives us that inward strength and grace and wisdom to trust in God. When the storms come and the heavy winds rush against us, we will stand strong because we have invested in a solid rock foundation! When we know God, we know where to go to seek him to be our refuge, our shelter, our fortress in times such as these. Invest, invest, invest in a life with Jesus!

And don't forget Save, save, save. Remember Jesus Saves! There are people all around us who are waiting for Hope to come! These people for the longest time in their lives have wished and wished. Wishing is magical. Wishing is not going to help anyone. Wishing gives no solution. But HOPE is concrete. Hope is having a way out of the tunnel. Hope is having a plan. Hope is certain. Hope is J-E-S-U-S.

Let's strive to be contemplative missionaries who take time to pray and listen to the Spirit at work in our lives and in the world. Let us also strive to be prophetic missionaries who speak the Truth to others and to the world. Let us not be in it for popularity rankings or for honours. Often the truth hurts and is even rejected. Our world has changed so drastically, the biggest change ever, in the last 100 years. Including the greatest amount of injustice, violence, poverty and suffering! Yup it's all in this last century. And the injustice, violence, poverty and suffering is set to increase unless we speak and echo the truth!

Meet Father Tomasz, Turkmenistan (Interview with Missionary)

I am from The Congregation Missionary Oblates of Mary Immaculate. I am from Poland and I have been a priest since 1997. I arrived in Turkmenistan on 10th March 2000. From the moment I have entered the Oblates Congregation I always wanted to work on missions. The truth is that I have never dreamt about Turkmenistan because I didn’t know much about that country. Madagascar was my biggest dream, but after 2 years of work in Poland my Province offered to me Turkmenistan as a place for my mission and I decided to go there immediately.

Turkmenistan is very young country existing from 1991, emerged into independence from the collapse of the Soviet Union. Turkmenistan never existed on the maps before; this is totally new country not a rebirth of the old one. The country with its capital in Ashgabat is located in Central Asia bordering with Iran, Afghanistan, Uzbekistan, Kazakhstan and the Caspian Sea. The area of Turkmenistan is 488,100 km2 but much of the country (80 %) is covered by desert known as Kara Kum (“Black Sands”). Population of the country is about 4 million, there are two official languages Turkmen and Russian.

The Catholic mission has been opened in autumn 1997. Two missionaries Oblates arrived from Poland. Father Andrzej Madej OMI was appointed as the Superior of the Mission Sui Iuris by the Pope. (He is an ordinary for Turkmenistan), and father Radoslaw Zmidrowicz OMI. They were first catholic priests to arrive here after 80 years absence of a priest. Before that there was a priest in this area but only for one year, never before and never after that.

This is why we start from scratch. When after 2 years I arrived to Turkmenistan as a 3rd Oblate, there was already a group of about 20 catechumens preparing for baptism. At present whole community is about 80 people, and for past 6 years only 2 priests are working here. Until this day Catholic Church hasn’t been accepted by the country. This is why our official statute is diplomatic mission.

As I already mention our work has dual character and we share our duties into work in diplomatic corps and pastoral work. Besides everyday Mass on which there are between ten and twenty people present, we have regular meetings with people who are preparing for the sacrament of christening and regular religious educations for adults who are already christened. The whole preparation for the christening takes about 3 years. Besides that we take part in diplomatic life, we are obligate to attend all kinds of official meetings. We also try to help people in everyday life and we lead small Caritas.

The struggles of the young people in Turkmenistan are mainly the same as the struggles of the Catholic youths. First of all it is lack of prospects for the future, there is no good education, no cultural entertainment. There are a lot of young intelligent people who have no chance to study, system is constructed in such a way that unable personal development of average person.

When we began our mission in Turkmenistan one of our Fathers gave us such an advice: Low profile. In present conditions high development of our mission is impossible. We have no registration and because of that we have some restrictions, this is why to keep low profile is the best solution. What keeps me going is growing community and living faith among neophytes.

Uplifting moments in my mission were all kinds of visits of different guests and evangelizing groups. We had such groups in Ashgabat few times already. Because we are a church in separation (the closest church is about 1500 km in Uzbekistan) visits of other priests, evangelizing groups and laypeople are very helpful and give us proof of living faith.

My message to youths engaged in mission: The most important is to not lose heart when the first time things go wrong. We can not expect too much and we have to do our job and not to be discouraged when the fruits of our labor don’t come immediately. One day they are going to be visible anyway………….

Fr Tomasz in blue jacket

Meet Paul Petrus (Interview with Missionary)

Papua New Guinea is one of the four Melanesian countries (PNG, Fiji, Vanuatu and Solomon Islands). PNG received Independence from Australia in 16th September, 1975. PNG has four regions, New Guinea Islands, Momase, Papua and the Highlands. I am from the Highlands region in a province called Western Highlands.
PNG is one of the interesting countries in the world because it has over 800 languages with a variety of cultures.

My work: I am a freelance researcher. Currently I am doing research for the Catholic Archdiocese of Mt. Hagen in my province. Mainly collecting oral histories for the church. I am also a Radio announcer and programmer in our local Catholic Radio.

Challenges I Face: Working as a layman in the Church is very challenging. Seeing my school mates working in big offices with higher pay makes me tempted to leave the church and apply for a job in those big offices. Therefore, I struggle to earn a living with the little money that I earn. Having in mind the roles and responsibilities in the societies and the high expectations from the people. Working with limited resources, overloaded with roles and responsibilities in the church is quite challenging.

What keeps me going: When I realize the value of my work towards the people now and in the future it motivates me. And also when I receive positive comments from my boss or other people it encourages me to continue.
I have a aim and desire that I would like to see my people and country develop and my input seem to have a vital contribution.


My hope for the young people in PNG is that, more than 50% of them should be educated in the year 2010. But most importantly more than 70% of the young people should receive a tertiary qualification in the year 2020. If that is possible then the development of our society and the country is possible in all aspects.

Mission means working in any field that you are qualified in with your heart and mind for the good of the majority of the population in your community. The outcome of your mission can be achieved at present or in the future.

Paul with Sherlyn

Meet Marie Mondu (Interview with Missionary)

Hi my name is Marie, I am 26 years old and working with Caritas Australia on the STI Managment Program as a research officer. My mother is from the highlands of New Guinea (Enga Province) and my dad is from the coasts (Madang Province).

Papua New Guinea is a very diverse country, rich in culture, and natural vegetation. We have more than 700 different indigeneous languages! 19 provinces and almost 5 billion people. People's physical upmake are very different just like our cultures. Some of our people from the islands and southern part of PNG look more like micronesians. My people are more aggressive, short and stocky. There is an island full of very dark people who look like African's - The Bukas. Each province have their own staple food. PNG is indeed diversed.

95% of these populations are Christians, the churches that dominate are Catholic, Methodist, Lutheran and United Church. We have so many other postelates churches springing up every year as well. 97% of land is customarily owned. 85% of people live in rural communities, villages and are subsistent farmers.

HIV is a growing socio-economic issue in the country right now. We have an infection prevalence rate of 1.6%, which the data is not fully accurate or representative. Our country is rough, rugged and there is no effective data system in place for accuracy in this kind of work. I do HIV research and try to minimise stigma and discrimination by educating people. I have a strong voice for women rights and issues as we are still suffering from male dominated prejudice.

I travel alot and as a female, I worry all the time of being raped, robbed or end up dead in an accident. Air travel is quite expensive and we travel by road mainly. I think that's the greatest challenge. I think personally, I'm suffering from starting up a relationship, as I'm constantly moving around and no boyfriend would like that. So that's the sacrifice I had to make for this job.

I don't know the spirit of volunteerism I suppose. I've learnt that it makes me trully happy when I give something to the little people, people who have not had a chance to go to school like I did. Besides I love traveling and meeting new people. I guess people and places generally amaze me. If you look close enough you can see how great God is when you look at the myriads of people and places you've experienced in your life...

I hope through the church we could administer programs that would involve many out- of-job youths, to make sense of their lives. It's really a desperate situation now as we have a high number of young people dropping out of school every single year. It's hard to instil hope and give a mission to hopeless youths. We need your prayers in that.

I see mission as a job, task or obligation I must commit to, to make the world a better place to live in. In laymen's term, it is mostly a compassionate action. It can be a paid thing or volunteer job but the most important aspect of reaching out to others encompasses 'SELFLESSNESS -and something to DO WITH THE HEART'.

From left: Mayb, Sherlyn, Marie, Dominica, Daryl

Sunday, 12 October 2008

Our angel, Jesper Uaje


Dear Friends,
our 4 year old friend Jesper Uaje who was staying in Erap City passed away yesterday morning. Jesper was diagnosed with Ependaymomma brain tumor a couple of years ago. Jesper was an active baby but lost his sight around the age of 2 years and eventually his hearing. He also could not walk eventually. His grandma Norma who was seeing to all his needs was able to get help from a charity organization and Jesper eventually went for treatment at the Children's Hospital this year.

He underwent an operation recently and was able to hear again. However, he slipped into a coma some time after. As he has returned home to God our Father, we know that this baby is free from the terrible pain attacks he used to suffer. May he look down on us and watch over us like a little angel. Let's also lift up Norma in our prayers. She had such a devoted and unwavering love and cared for him every moment in his time of need. May the Lord strengthen her and be her comfort as she griefs the loss of her beloved grandson.

I feel sad that he has passed away. Just a couple of days ago someone gave us money to buy presents for the kids during our mission in December. The first child I thought of was Jesper. I had hoped to see him this December. But I know that God has his reasons and knows what is best for his beloved. Goodbye Jesper. Thank you for your beautiful smile. Even though you never saw us or heard our voices, we'll always remember you :)

Monday, 29 September 2008

Earth Speaks this Saturday

Dear Friends,
Are you aware that Vatican has added 7 new modern mortal sins? In an interview with the Vatican newspaper L'Osservatore Romano, Archbishop Girotti said he thought the most dangerous areas for committing new types of sins lay in the fields of bio-ethics and ecology. “You offend God not only by stealing, taking the Lord's name in vain or coveting your neighbor's wife, but also by wrecking the environment, carrying out morally debatable experiments that manipulate DNA or harm embryos,” said Bishop Girotti, according to L’Osservatore.



The bishop classified as social sins drug abuse, "morally dubious" experiments such as embryonic stem cell research, polluting the environment, excessive wealth, contributing to income inequality, and creating poverty.

The seven social sins are:
1. "Bioethical” violations such as birth control
2. "Morally dubious" experiments such as stem cell research
3. Drug abuse
4. Polluting the environment !!!!!!!
5. Contributing to widening divide between rich and poor
6. Excessive wealth
7. Creating poverty

This Saturday 4th October, acts29 invites you to Earth Speaks? What is Earth Speaks about?
As you can guess by its name, Earth Speaks is a presentation-discussion-sharing on environmental concerns.

This is open to all Catholics because the Earth is our responsibility. For too long, many of us have taken Caring for the Environment as an option! For too long we have heard our friends and family say “Oh! I’m not interested in that topic!”

“Before it’s too late, we need to make courageous choices that will recreate a strong alliance between man and Earth,” he said. “We need a decisive ‘yes’ to care for creation and a strong commitment to reverse those trends that risk making the situation of decay irreversible.” Pope Benedict 16th at September 2007 Mass in Loreto.

Do bring your friends down! See you then!
Venue: 55 Waterloo St, Catholic Welfare Services Building, 9th floor (CSCC)
Nearest MRT stations: City Hall/Bugis, Location: next to SMU/behind Church of Sts Peter and Paul
Date: 4th October
Time: 4-6pm
Free Of Charge

Presenter: Fr David Garcia (O.P)

God bless

A Reflection on Nagasaki and Hiroshima - Fr Michel Siegel

From http://www.nanzan-u.ac.jp/~mseigel/

A good deal of time has passed since the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. The so-called baby-boom generation, born after the war, are now grandparents. For more than fifty per cent of the world today, Nagasaki and Hiroshima are events that happened not only before they were born, but before their parents were born. We have all grown up acquainted with the fact of the atomic bombs over Hiroshima and Nagasaki. But we may be im danger of forgetting. Last Wednesday, the anniversary of Hiroshima, I paged through the Age, the Herald-Sun and The Australian to see how much coverage would be given to this anniversary of the bomb. I was extremely disappointed. Neither the Herald-Sun nor The Australian made any reference to the fact that the day was the anniversary of Hiroshima. The Age had one article—and that was a commentary that actually justified the bombing.

My own first encounter with a bomb victim was a woman in my first parish in Tokyo. She was just outside Hiroshima at the time of the bomb. She was unhurt by it. But her sister was in the city and she went in to the city to look for her sister. As she saw the condition of people, she became desperate in her quest for her sister. She ignored and even literally pushed aside all others regardless of the degree of their suffering. Her behaviour of that day has left her with an image of herself as a cruel and heartless woman. Perhaps she was on that day—but she was faced with a situation that no human being should have to face.

Many years ago I read an estimate that in Hiroshima, 80% of the medical personnel died in the first one 6000th of a second. I am not sure if it is the hopelessness of facing such devastation without medical personnel or the suddenness of it all that most affected me, but I have never forgotten that statistic. I have no idea how accurate it is. It is obviously an estimate, not an actual measurement. But it is equally as obvious that something very akin to that statistic must be true.

The story of Barefoot Gen recounts an experience that seems to have been shared by a good number of people: a person is talking with a friend or acquaintance; a momentary flash of white light causes them to blink; when they open their eyes the friend has disappeared; then comes the blast force and the surviving person must struggle for their own lives but the inexplicable disappearance of the person they were talking to leaves them in a state of mental consternation for some time. This happened wherever people were talking in a situation where one was protected from the radiation and the other exposed to it, in close enough proximity to the epicenter for the radiation to instantaneously reduce the exposed person to a shadow.

I have heard the experience of the grandmother of a friend who, on her way to work that morning, walked under an underpass. When she entered the underpass, the city was intact and normal. When she came out it was gone. She does not mention a white flash or the blast. I don’t know if she was aware of these. Significantly, too, she does not use any expression like “a smoking ruin” to describe Hiroshima after the bomb. She simply says it was gone.

Hiroshima and Nagasaki were not the greatest tragedies that humanity has experienced. If we include natural disasters, the destruction of Pompeii by the eruption of Vesuvius, in three days killed roughly double the number killed in Hiroshima and Nagasaki combined. Hiroshima and Nagasaki pale into insignificance against the Black Death, and against the potato famine in Ireland, and many other tragedies of human history.

Other human acts of inhumanity also vastly overshadow the dropping of the atom bombs, certainly in terms of the numbers killed, and probably also in the degree of heartlessness and inhumanity. I refer to such events as the conflicts in Rwanda and Zaire (now the Congo) in the mid-nineties, the Holocaust, the siege of Leningrad, the massacres and the spread of disease associated with the spread of colonialism, etc. The bombing of Dresden and the fire bombing of Tokyo are often cited as having been on a par with Nagasaki and Hiroshima. Even as far back as the first century, the destruction of Jerusalem in the year 70 involved more deaths than Nagasaki and Hiroshima combined.

But there are things that make Hiroshima and Nagasaki quite different from these other incidents. One is the time-scale. In no other of these incidents do we speak in terms of thousands of a second. The sudden and instantaneous nature of the destruction was something totally new to human experience. So too is the duration of the damage. In the other incidents, insofar as they can be counted, the tally of victims can be finalized. Not so with Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Many doctors involved with bomb survivors say that the radiation causes genetic damage that will be passed on from generation to generation to generation. If this is the case, the count will never be complete. Anyone who lives in Japan will know many people who face an increased risk of cancer because their parents, grandparents, or great-grandparents were in Hiroshima or Nagasaki.

One thing that staggered me in Japan was to meet a person who had survived both bombs and to learn that there are in fact quite a number of such people. Hiroshima was then, as it is now, a place where people from Nagasaki go to look for work. There were many people in Hiroshima from Nagasaki. After the bombing of Hiroshima, it was still possible for them to walk to a railway station in a neighbouring town and travel back to Nagasaki. Many did so, and got there in time for the next bomb.

Many of the other incidents of inhumanity were carried out in the heat of battle (although what should be made of that is difficult to say), but the decision about Hiroshima and Nagasaki was made at a great distance from the battle in a setting that should have enabled dispassionate decision-making. It was also made with the opposition of such important military leaders as Churchill, Macarthur and Eisenhower.

Nagasaki and Hiroshima are also unique (except to some degree for Dresden and Tokyo) also in the distance from which those who carried out the destruction were able to do so. Even the people most directly involved, the crew of the bombers, after a brief survey of what they had done, were out of sight of the target in minutes and returned to the safety and comfort of their bases in a few hours.

Perhaps the most frightening characteristic of the bombing of Nagasaki and Hiroshima, however, is the fact that the bombs used were small compared to the ones that have now been developed. Any future use of nuclear weapons is likely to overshadow Hiroshima and Nagasaki every bit as much as Hiroshima and Nagasaki overshadow the damage of the conventional weapons of that time.


A Human Experience
I first went to Japan in 1973 and when I went there, I shared the prejudices toward Japan that others Australians of my generation held. I think that there were two things in my first years in Japan that provoked me to change my attitude. One was the very simple fact that I experienced so many Japanese, including former soldiers, as good people. The other was that I came to learn of the way that Japanese had experienced the war. My first encounter in this respect was with one of my language teachers at language school. He had been a kamikaze pilot during the war. As he took off on his suicide mission, his plane had malfunctioned and his mission was aborted. He had to wait two days for the plane to be repaired and during that two days the war ended. As I talked with him, I realized that he had gone to war with much the same attitude of serving his country as my own father had when he was marched off with the Australian army to Tobruk. And I realized that for many individual Japanese soldiers, the war was much the same as it had been for most Australian soldiers—simply a way of serving their country. For ordinary Japanese civilians, the suffering that they went through was the same for them as that suffering would have been for anyone else. I learned to understand that no matter what responsibility Japan might have for the war and for atrocities in the war, each person’s experience of the war was precisely that—the human experience of an individual person whose tragedy and trauma was unchanged by questions of politics or war responsibility.

Japanese War Atrocities
There is no doubt that there were war atrocities perpetrated by the Japanese. The most serious of these were carried out in Asia, particularly on the Asian mainland. A former soldier who had been in Manchuria has told me that the ethos among the Japanese soldiers was such that going out on an expedition, they would feel it a humiliation if they came back without have killed anyone, so they would round up some civilians and kill them just to avoid that humiliation. The Nanking massacre, while there is room for debate about the numbers killed, did really happen, as did the brutality towards prisoners of war. These were real atrocities carried out by the Japanese. They do not justify the atom bombs nor are they diminished by the fact of the bombs.

Background to the War
It is worth considering why the whole situation emerged the way it did. There has been a lot of historical research into that and there are many questions still being debated. For myself, I have felt a personal need to reconcile all that I heard of the brutality of the Japanese with my direct experience of so many Japanese as good, kind, and conscientious people.

A Flaw in the Constitution
An important factor in the background of all that happened was the fact that there was a flaw in the Japanese constitution of the time. This constitution had been drawn up by Ito Hirofumi, one of the most important Meiji Era prime ministers, and was adopted in 1889. The flaw was that it made the military independent of the government. Fearful of being colonized, the rulers of Japan saw the need for a strong military and modeled the Japanese constitution on the Prussian one to assure that strong military. Therefore, the military was not placed under the government but directly under the emperor—which meant that the military was, in fact, independent. Ito Hirofumi must have been one of the first to regret this because within a few years the military had, in spite of his direct opposition, used its independence to undertake activities on the Korean peninsula that would directly bring about the Sino-Japanese War. This independence of the military would mar Japanese society until defeat in the war swept away that constitution. Almost all the military activities in China in the 1930s were carried out exclusively on the initiative of the military and in some cases in actual opposition to the express wishes of the government.

A Sense of Threat
There are many ways to talk about the background to the war, but I would like to focus on one particular aspect—namely a sense of threat. There had been for many decades a sense among the Japanese of being under threat from the West. This goes back to the 1830s when ships of various European countries, but most particularly of Russia, the United States and England, began appearing off Japanese shores. At the beginning of the 1840s, news of the Opium War sent a chill up and down the spine of many Japanese. It seemed to give warning of the kind of people who were beginning to encroach on their domain. The forced opening of Japan in 1854 gave the Japanese a sense of their own vulnerability. Ongoing Western expansionism, including Russian expansion eastward, US expansion westward (as far as the Philippines!) and European colonialism all contributed to giving Japan a sense of being surrounded and hemmed in. The rejection at the Paris Peace Conference of a proposal from Japan for a declaration that all races are equal, along with perceived unfairness in a number of negotiations in the decade after the First World War, increased Japan’s sense of isolatedness and its sense that, as a non-Caucasian nation, it could never expect equal or fair treatment from Caucasian nations.

Russia was considered the biggest threat, and the sense of threat strengthened the arguments of those who favoured a strong military and advocated the establishment of buffer states on the Korean Peninsula and in Manchuria. Favouring such an approach became the politically correct viewpoint. Further, playing on this sense of threat was a means to power for the military and a means to wealth for the big companies, the zaibatsu, particularly the arms producers who had close connections to the military.

Victories in the Sino-Japanese War and the Russo-Japanese War had boosted Japanese self-confidence and as the perception of the West’s uncompromising racism and colonialism strengthened, in addition to a sense of threat Japan also acquired a sense of mission. Japan would be the liberator of Asia. The ultra-nationalist spokesperson Tokutomi Soho described Japan’s cause in the war as just, arguing that a) Japan was fighting for its own survival, b) Japan was fighting to liberate Asia, and c) Japan was fighting to establish a new world order.

Lessons—What are the Causes of War?
I think that the process of lead up to the war has much to say to us about what kind of things give rise to war and what must be done to preserve peace. I do not have time to go into these in detail and will mention only a few.

One serious characteristic of the situation in Japan was the collusion between the arms industry and the military. The lesson to be learnt is that when arms producers have an influence over political decision making, or when political decision makers have interests in arms production, then conflicts of interest emerge that can stand in direct opposition to the requirements of peace. This is clearly a characteristic of our day as well as of Japan at that time. It seems to me one of the factors that most obstruct the workings of democracy.

Another aspect is just how a sense of threat among the people could be cultivated and expanded through education and media, to incite the populace and also how idealism could be used to further incite. This is not a characteristic only of the Japanese. I think that we have seen a very similar phenomenon in the United States, and to a lesser extent in Australia and Japan, since the 9.11 terrorist incident. We certainly see how a sense of being under threat can affect a people. We also see appeals to idealism in talk of bringing democracy and respect for human rights to Afghanistan and Iraq. We also, I might add, see conflicts of interest where political decision makers have interests in both oil and arms production.

Peace Education
Some of my own views have changed since September 11. I formerly thought that the way to make people desire peace was to teach the awfulness of war and the wonderfulness of peace so that people would choose the latter over the former. Now, I think that to simply teach the awfulness of war to people who feel themselves threatened will simply motivate them to seek a preemptive strike that will keep the awfulness at a distance rather than waiting for it to come them. We need a form of peace education that makes people aware of their own sense of threat and of how it can be manipulated—a form of peace education that makes them less vulnerable to having their fears and their idealism exploited.

The time allotted for my presentation is running out and I wish to make one more point before I conclude. 60 years ago, Japan and Australia were enemies. Today, they are allies and friends—bonded not just by common interests but also by a large number of personal individual friendships. Both are countries allied with the United States and they are the main allies of the United States in the Asia Pacific region. They are undoubtedly the two countries through which the US most exerts its influence in the region. Both are linked to the United States because of various historical ties, but also because both experience a sense of threat in face of Asia and feel the need for American support. Both have supported the US led War on Terror and supported the invasion of Iraq—in spite of the fact that in both countries the vast majority of the population opposed that invasion.

There are many questions to be raised about that whole process: Is terrorism best dealt with through this War against Terrorism? Are our relations with Asia best handled by strengthening our ties with the US? What priorities should we have independently of the United States? The list could be continued. I think there is a need for sommon reflection on these issues. If two heads are better than one, then the perspective of two countries is better than the perspective of one. I think that there is need for more communication and cooperation between Australia and Japan at the level of civil society, especially in regard to action for peace. Further I think there is a need for common research and deliberation on these issues at, for example, an academic level and between churches. Nothing will affect the future of our countries more that how we resolve these issues and sharing reflection and cooperating in action seem crucially important. Thank you.

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

Foreign Workers in Serangoon Gardens

It's been awhile since the last post. So far, September has been a busy month and things look set to get busier. :)

This is my reflection on the Serangoon Gardens Foreign Workers stiuation.

But before I begin, what's the difference between an expat and a foreign worker?
Thought about it and this is my definition.
Expat - does the work that Singaporeans can't do.
Foreign Worker - does the the work that Singaporeans do not want to do.
Hehe

What's the History of the Foreign Worker in Singapore - What I know is that they have built our roads, our schools, our houses/flats for many, many years. How do we treat them? Often we mistreat them. from the MM to the taxi driver, it's alright to run businesses 365 days a year, 24hours a day at minimal wage. It keeps things cheap in Singapore. The Port makes money for the government. The Coffeeshops make money and the taxi drivers are happy. They have somewhere to drink kopi at 2am in the morning. The heartlander is happy too. The block stays pretty clean all day. If it is not, just call Raja the conservancy supervisor anytime.

Foreign workers do the work we won't do and they are cheap cheap cheap.
Also to many Singaporeans, since foreign workers come from 3rd world countries, it's ok to let them live in 3rd world conditions. it's ok for the foreman to hit his worker or not give him lunch time. It's ok for 15 of them to load up on the back of the lorry. It's ok if the lorry overturns. It's ok to put them up in dinghy squatter-like containers with just one toilet. After all, that's how they live back home.
But is it really ok?

Father Luke Fong wrote in the Catholic News (Sept 28 2008): "Do not be afraid" of foreign workers in the neighbourhood". How can we not be afaid? Don't they come from violent crime-infested countries? Won't they rape, rob, murder? There are so many of them in Singapore. If they are really going to rape, rob and murder when they shift to Serangoon Gardens, why arent they doing it now all over Singapore??? duhhh....

We live in such a small island/country and it is embarrasing to just wonder that perhaps the size of our country, that little red dot on the map, represents the litle closed narrow-minded pea-brain of the entire nation???

If we do not want foreign workers anywhere near us, then we should build our own flats, roads, schools. Seriously. I am responsible for having labelled the man from South Asia who has left his community to build our roads, schools, hospitals, malls and homes for a pittance, a "foreign worker" - a potential criminal. Let us give the foreign worker a voice, the voice to label us. What label would they give us?

The so-called "foreign worker" is not a beast of burden (an animal such as a donkey or ox or elephant used for transporting loads or doing other heavy work). If I go beyond, I see that he is someone's son. He is someone's grandson. He is someones's husband. He is someone's father. He is someone's brother. He is someones' neighbour. And you know what??? He is your (and my) equal. Until we have the courage to treat him as an equal, he can begin the recovery of his true identity and his vocation beyond the "foreign worker" label.

Father Luke Fong invites us to care for the Foreign Worker (Blessed are the Poor) with a beautiful hypothetical scenario. "I gave you the opportunity to love me in the strangers from Myanmar, India, China and Thailand. But you rejected it and chose intsead to go on annual foreign missions and to give generous financial donations on Mission Sunday. You came to the Adoration Room weekly to get close to me and yet when I wanted to sit next to you on Bus 317, you refused me." I struggle with this.

How did we arrive at such a pathetic level of suspicion, fear, dislike and unwelcome? How did we allow such prejudice, discrimination and injustice to breed in our community? How can we live our Mission?

First, we can recognise that this is a structural problem that has grown into the way we treat a Foreign Worker and we are on the other side of this great structural divide. Surely there is concern for the plight of the Foreign Worker. But concern is not enough to overcome the divide because the 2 structural sides are not equal.

Second we can enter into solidarity. Real solidarity begins when it is no longer about "we" or "they". It begins when we recognise together the advantages and disadvantages of our different social backgrounds, realities and distinct roles that we have to play in order to commit ourselves to the struggle against unjust structures. And this solidarity exists to form a more fundamental solidarity: Solidarity among the foreign workers themselves. The foreign workers are not our enemy. Rather the unjust system/structure is the enemy.

Third, we can acknowledge that the cause of the Foreign Worker as is the cause of the Poor, is God's cause. If we can see this ideal and open our hearts to commit to this cause, we become part of a process. There'll be many stages in this process and we'll struggle along. Nevertheless we will be walking in solidarity, their struggle will be our struggle, their hope, our hope. This is transformational development, "Yes" to the Holy Spirit working in us and through us. Hence we journey into contemplation and compassion.

It seems like a lot. But thinking about this; voicing and sharing it, is a 1st step in my own conversion.

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

Earth Speaks On 4th October

Recently we asked some youths what they did to protect the Earth. Some said they "recycled" plastic bags. What they actually meant was they reused plastic bags. Some had some kind of recyle bin at home and all the recyclable stuff go into that bin and a waste management company collects the stuff once a fortnight. Others shared that they tried to cut down their use of electricity in their homes. Use less air-con... but how about use less computer? how about not using the water heater? uhhh... silence

We asked if they were aware of the kinds of detergents/soaps/shampoos that harm the environment. Most replied "NO". To those who were aware, we asked if they then used detergents/soaps/shampoos that did not harm the environment. The youths said, "I'm not the one buying the stuff so I don't have a say."

We asked the youths if they used a grocery bag instead of plastic bags at supermarkets. Most of their families didn't use grocery bags. Most said they needed to collect plastic bags to throw rubbish in. When asked if there was any other way to dispose their rubbish other than with a plastic bag, no one knew.

Then we asked them a really tough question... What can you say about nuclear energy? If given a choice, should we tap on nuclear energy? The youths who knew about nuclear energy were neutral. They had heard that nuclear energy could be harmful... but that nuclear energy would mean not using up oil... and to them "that's ok". Many are not sure if the harmful effects of nuclear energy are myths or truth. Many also do not know much about uranium mines.

When asked if they had ever thought of alternative technology/energy, they look lost. To many, solar energy is something that can tapped on to but it seems troublesome cos the technology does not seem easily accessible.

So i can safely say that 1 in 5 young people in Singapore seem clueless about our Earth's crisis. They know about it from the papers and the internet but it has yet to become a reality to them. And they will not relook at how they can live Earth-friendly lives.

So how seriously battered is our home, Earth? To what extent have we destroyed our Home? And why should we bother about the state of the Earth? Shouldn't this be the responsibility of governments, world leaders and MNCs? Why should we ordinary folks bother?

This October 18th, the Church celebrates World Mission Sunday and acts29 would like to invite everyone to come listen to our Earth. Just as we are called to make disciples of all nations, we are also called to be stewards of the Earth. Responsible Christian disciples care about creation. We are a family of 6.721 billion people and our Earth connects us to each other.


This session will make us more aware of the state of our Earth and of our mission to make a difference. We'll also look at how we can work towards being responsible stewards and co-creators.

See you there!